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Two of my friends said this month,
That they can't take anymore of life,
And they are considering having no more.
Just an end to everything,
To stop thinking as they are.

It has taken it's toll,
I am hurting ,but they can never know,

5 times today I stopped for a second,
My eyes were close to giving in,
But I know the moment I do,
I know I won't stop.
So I am trying to hold it in.

But for my two friends,
I am the person that is always around,
I need to be...
I will always take the burden for them,
Any day and any time.

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Welcome

Dear reader,

It’s been so long since my fingers stretched and yearned for the gentle clicking of the keyboard. Now I have chosen to be back online, with my thoughts unwinding onto the internet, trying to find a home in my own corner of the internet.

When I first decided to post I wanted an outlet for my mental health issues and a way of finding closure on my past .
I wanted a way of telling people how I felt without having to actually tell them.

But, ultimately, this blog helped me understand myself and work out where I wanted to go next ,whilst developing my own passion for writing.
If you have read for a while, my work has previously had strong ties with mental health , my struggle and writings with this isn’t over by far -but hopefully my new work takes us on a different journey.

Have a good year x