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Two of my friends said this month,
That they can't take anymore of life,
And they are considering having no more.
Just an end to everything,
To stop thinking as they are.

It has taken it's toll,
I am hurting ,but they
 can never know,

5 times today I stopped for a second,
My eyes were close to giving in,
But I know the moment I do,
 
I know I won't stop.
So I am trying to hold it in.

But for my two friends,
I am the person that is always around,
 
I need to be...
I will always take the burden for them,
Any day and any time.

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