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Introducing me to you:

My name is Miss Allen, 
and I have Generalised Anxiety and Depression. 

Phew !
 Now  that's over ,let's get onto other things...

Like how you'll have to
 tell me to shut up a lot
because I tend to like to sing ( badly lmao).
 

But I love most genres of music-
 
and I'll even take requests,
 
Though my favourites are definitely 80's songs,
 
and almost certainly Les Mis.

Also ,
 I  love to read - mostly all teen fiction.
And when it comes to
 all things Harry Potter, 
I have the slightest addiction.
 

But ,
 I don't stop at reading, as I also love to write, 
it's usually my feelings into an awful poem ( such as this),
and often late at night.

With films, I love
 Marvel , 
and even the odd DC
 
then sometimes I'll watch a chick
 flick , 
or even a comedy.
 

Yet it's Book- to- film adaptions, that often get my votes,
But these days what I've noticed is, 
I just watch whatever film floats my boat.
 

Disney is something I love, in each and every way,
 
but when it comes to which one's my favourite?
That could simply depend
 on the day . 

Nah ,
 it's probably going to be Frozen - 
which taught me to let it go,
but I'll often watch Pixar films or Moana,
 
If I fancy a change from the snow!

BBC Programs are my weakness,
such as Doctor Who or Torchwood,
Although I find stuff on Netflix
 too ,
can also be pretty damn
 good . 

When it comes to fashion and makeup ,
 
I often try my best,
 
But when you've got size 11 feet,
Finding matching shoes is nothing short of a quest.
 

Fashion has never really been my priority,
and I've always had other hobbies I prefer,
 
Namely keyboard playing, drawing,
and acting the photographer!

My favourite food is pasta,
 
Especially from Pizza Express,
 
 but ordering food in a restaurant usually causes me a lot of stress.

I'm not that great at cooking either,
 
But I guess UNI is the time to learn ,
 
It's either that or get a takeaway ,
or eat all my food burnt.
 

I've worked for 4 years at
 Brownies , 
which I guess is preparation for my career,
but that doesn't mean that I dont' think
that children can't be nightmares!

Next, when it comes to friends,
I have a few ,different little groups.
But my main group is called benchies,
and I love them lots and lots
but ask them Krispy
 Krem or Krispy Kreme ?
and I'd probably want them all shot ;)

Finally, my family are the most important people to
 me , 
and they help me with whatever I choose to
 do , 
and it's because of them that I can sit here,
introducing me - to - you.
 

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