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How are you?

How are you?
Three simple words.
Infinite answers.


What answer do you wish to hear today?


Do you want to hear about my pain, the heaviness, thoughts and fears that I keep?
Do you wish to know about my web of secrets and lies that are tearing me apart inside?

What about the self-harm or the suicidal thoughts?

Do you want to know how alone I feel and how many nights I have cried myself to sleep this week?


And do you want to know for you, to help me, or to simply have something to talk about at  your next meal?


Think carefully. Don’t want to know?
No, I didn't think so.

So I guess I'm fine thank you, how are you?


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