I wish

I wish that I could talk to you,

and beg you not to go.

I wish I asked what you were going through,

but now I'll never know.

I wish I’d said goodbye

or told you that I care,

You must have felt all alone,

desperate, hurt, and scared.

I wish I could go back in time;

try to ease your pain,

I would dry all your tears,

when they fell like rain.

I wish that I had some warning of what you'd do that night,

I wish you'd given me a chance to save you, to help you make things right.

It must have been a place so dark ,without any light,

Yet I'm still here, I feel your pain , crying to sleep at night.

I wish that the last time I saw you I didn't rush away.

I wish that I had hugged you harder,

and told you I loved you that day.

I know I can't blame it on you,

But,what else am I supposed to do?

Why did you do it?

Why did you have to die?

We could have talked it over...

Made it all alright.

I wish that you could've soldiered on,

and worked through the pain.

If you had, I promise you,

you’d have been happy one day.