Writing and Woes

We stared at each other, our faces turning red Yet nothing was spoken, nothing was said. Then we first talked, we were going to be friends Who would of thought, I’d love you in the end? I was scared to admit ; give you my heart Because everyone told me, boys tear it apart, Yet, should that mean that we don’t try? Life’s to short to let chances go by. So,1 month in, so far so good You haven’t done the things they said you would. 2 months in, we’ve done it all And I feel so happy, twenty feet tall. 3 months in and uni draws near We try to ignore it and keep up the cheer 4 months in, it begins to fall apart, They say , I shouldn’t have ever given you my heart. But, I gave more than my heart, more than just sex, But that didn’t stop you leaving me, for whoever comes next. They say, blinded by love, I failed to see Just how much of an arsehole, you were to me,

A secret passed from mouth to ear, Meant for only one person to hear, But still the news is passed along, And every time that it moves on, Bits are added, missed out, changed, Until the whole thing’s rearranged, Blown up wildly out of proportion, You can’t see truth through the distortion, And when the message’s returned to sender, There is no obvious offender, Who bent the truth to make it hurt, That’s just the way that rumours work. Things didn’t turn out the way you planned, The situation just got out of hand, You didn’t want me to get hurt, And should have thought it through properly first.

I lost us somewhere Along the way There were no fights or disagreements Our puzzle just broke Piece by piece it fell apart Soon it disappeared I've tried to get it back I've done everything The pieces of the puzzle Just don't fit together anymore I found your pieces reconnecting with new pieces My pieces were left torn and shattered Alone in their box

Though it's only been a short while I've never had friends like you But soon you will be leaving me And I don't know what to do. Your love and understanding Have brought me a new hope  I wish that I could keep you here Tied to me with a rope. The miles soon stretched between us What will happen to this bond? Will we reunite to find that this special tie is gone? So many questions I have, My heart filled with fear, Dreading you will leave me, And never shed a tear .

I don't hate you, Because I still love you. I can't look at you, Because it hurts to. We don't talk, Because there is nothing left to say. You apologized, but I still walked away. I'm leaving you and the thought of you behind, Because I just need to clear my mind. I'm angered because you wasted my time, Hurt because I believed you were mine, But I just didn't see the signs. I guess that's why they say love is blind,

It was raining the day you told us, And it’s still pouring down. I wish I could stop the rain falling,  to hold your head up and not let you drown. I can see it has taken your smile, As you stare out the window and watch it rain. I wish I could stop the rain falling, Hold your hand and take away your pain.